You know the saying "be careful what you wish for, because you just might get it?" That's me. Every program I applied to over the past month accepted me. Which is a no brainer, because I am so awesome. I was excited for a couple days and now the reality and self-doubt is starting to kick in. Sometimes I stop and ask myself "who am I kidding?" I'm not a genius. I struggle so hard to get the grades I do, and I still never have the highest A in the class. Whenever I think of someone with the title "Doctor" I think of a genius. I think of someone with a superior intellect. I don't think of a retard such as myself. I suppose I just have to trust that I wouldn't be thrown into these challenging situations if I wasn't cut out for it. Whenever I'm about to embark on something big, I always have freak outs and moments of self-doubt. I guess this is another one of those moments.
